November 1, 2006
Found!
Yesterday just wasn't a good day...had a headache...hubby and I had a disagreement...forgot about my women's Bible study group last night so I was a little late for that. Ever have just one of those days??? Glad it's over.
You know I can always tell when I haven't spent quality time with my Lord. Yesterday was one of those days...when I don't I ALWAYS have a bad day. Today I made sure I read my Bible and prayed...so far it's going a bit better...it always helps when you have the Lord on your side to start your day.
Well I have a ton to do today....things I just have to get caught up on. Have a great day!
October 30, 2006
Trick or Treat and other fun...
So...like I said last night, we took the boys to Cambridge tonight to go to "Valley of the Dinosaurs"...an exhibit that they had over there for the month of October of dinosaur statues...it was OK...not quite what I was expecting...though we were a bit spoiled by the place in Kentucky we went to a couple years ago that had life size dinosaurs that Brennan what ga-ga over...these were much smaller, but Brennan still liked it some...as much as I hate to admit it, I think my little boy is growing up and though he still loves and knows his dinos, me thinks the dino phase is highly overshadowed by things like Star Wars and super heros. It's sad to see, but man I wish they didn't have to grow up so fast. They also had an "Enchanted Forest" there tonight were the kids got to trick or treat....and man did they ever get candy!!! They pumpkin pails were literally overflowing with candy...after the trick or treating they did last week and tonight we have two huge Tupperware bowls of candy....enough to rot their precious teeth five times over!!! Thank goodness for the trick or treating cause I think the boys would have been disappointed in the trip otherwise.
Well like I said hubby is on vacation this week. Hoping to get some stuff done around the house and start our Christmas shopping. We'll see what happens.
Have you ever lost something, possibly misplaced it...not sure, and you swear it was in the last place you put it only for it to just completely vanish?? I bought two new sets of clear rubber stamps and had them on my computer desk and man if I can find those pesky things!! It's aggrivating me!! Never even used them yet...I think I'm aquiring those senior moments just a bit too soon! I just pray they just didn't end up in a trash can by accident...if I only had the $$ for things that accidently got thrown away in my house!
Well I'm off to bed....it's been a very long day!
October 29, 2006
Gotta love technology...
On other things...hubby is on vacation this week so that is a huge praise! He's not so stressed when he is on vacation. Still have to watch the twins though...may have to watch them Friday, but thinking of saying no to that cause hubby and I were planning on finally starting Christmas shopping and he NEVER gets to do that with me...that is usually left up to me to do...We'll see what happens.
Aren't you glad to have that extra hour of sleep last night!!!!??? I know I was happy about that...Praise Jesus!
Plan on taking the family to Cambridge tomorrow after school to go to a huge outdoor dinosaur exhibit....tried going Saturday and got all the way up there to only find that it had been canceled cause of the weather. Hoping tomorrow will be better since it's pretty much our last chance to see this. Brennan is a huge dino fan and he's been so looking forward to this.
Well it's getting late and I have to get up early tomorrow...sorry not much interesting to say, but I'm tired and it's late. Hope that God blessed you at church this morning...I know He blessed me! Thank you Jesus!
October 24, 2006
Let's try some more....





Phewwww...that was more than I thought.
Well I'll write more later...hada bunch to write, but I got interrupted and have to go pick up the boys now...so talk to ya later!
October 20, 2006
Here are some more...

Pickles...Blogger is acting stubborn again...well...I'll hopefully upload the rest of them tomorrow...yes there are more!! Amazing what you can get done when you have a whole weekend of uninterruption.
I am finally all unpacked from my weekend, got all my supplies put away and even scrapbooked another page last night...I'll show it later. But the weekend totally inspired me and got me out of my scrapbooking funk I was in. Had no creativity left in me. The weekend away so helped...I'm like a scrapbooking fool now! And I like it!
So this week has been busy like any other...getting caught up with laundry and cleaning house while I was away. Dealing with homework...please say a pray for my middle son Brennan....he's really having a hard time with school and falling behind. Just not sure what to do with him...not that I think it's all him...I knew there was going to be troubles this year...my oldest Austin had the same teacher and troubles in her class too...can't wait to get past second grade! Anyway, thanks.
So...on other things...hubby and I had a rare chance to get out of
town together yesterday...of course we had the little guy, but we got out of town...if only for a couple hours. Got my hair cut and then hubby spoiled me with these....I'm a huge Bath & Body Works fan...actually any nice body lotion, make-up, beauty products in general...I guess you could say I'm somewhat of a junkie...but they had these awesome fall scents that were so yummy smelling that I couldn't pass them up...and better yet I got the huge tube of body cream FREE!!! Can't beat that! The Vanilla Bean Noel smelled wonderful too...almost bought it too...but I refrained. Go check it out and enjoy the aroma!Hope you are having a good start of a weekend!
October 18, 2006
It's late...
Anyway layout is of my son Austin when we went to Disney MGM Studios...hope you like it.

Have a great week!
October 16, 2006
God blesses....
The greatest blessings were Saturday morning when I walked around the lake at the campground we were at and prayed...our church is having our annual Lay Revival this week and I was scheduled to pray for an hour from 9-10 a.m. This is usually done at our church, but I asked if it would be ok to do it "remotely". It was ok with them, so I did...what a blessing. Honestly I don't get the time to pray like that anymore...I know I need to make the time, but as many of you moms of young ones know....sometimes it's so hard to dedicate that time. It was so nice to be able to just relax and pray and connect with my Heavenly Father without interruption. Such a blessing. Then on Sunday morning the two ladies who put on this Scrap Camp lead a worship service. Usually it's only a handful of us, but what an awesome time that was! We prayed for one lady who was seriously thinking abotu leaving her husband, one who is having difficulties at her job, and Christina (the co-leader of Scrap Camp) talked about prayer. The amazing thing is I have this t-shirt that says "Pray Hard" on it with the verse I Thess. 5:16-18 on it (one of my fav verses BTW), and I was just so amazed by that because I just had this strong urge that I had to pack that shirt and then wear it on Sunday....isn't it amazing how God uses a silly t-shirt for a connection?!?! God is so amazing. Anyway I came back exhausted, with an awful headache and shoulders killing me, but I was so happy driving home....92.7 playing on the radio....blarring actually, and just praising and worshipping God thanking Him for the opportunity to go and enjoy this weekend. God is so good to me even when I truly don't deserve it.
On other info....saw my old pastor and his wife tonight which was a surprise....a pleasant one....it was so nice to see them both.
Well I'm really tired, had to watch the twins today, get caught up on thigns that weren't done while I was gone...mainly laundry, had homework from you know where tonight, I'm exhausted.
Hope you have a great week!
October 5, 2006
The Road Ahead...

The Road Ahead...
On to other things that have been plaguing my mind...been thinking a lot about the future...more specifically the next year...so much happening in my life come next year. I'll be turning 40 for one thing...YIKES!! When did that happen! Then there is the issue that all my babies will be in school next year....Mommy will be free, for part of the day anyway....been seriously thinking about what I will do...will I get a part time job? Stay home and watch the twins twice a week? Stay at home and do eBay? Volunteer at the school or church?? Stay at home and just craft my little heart out? What am I going to do??? I feel like I felt when I was getting ready to graduate from high school....so many doors opening up...so much to choose...will I make the right choice? I have that deer in the headlight look right about now...I know it's not until August when all these changes will take place, but I don't want to wait until then to make a decision....I want to have this thought out....I want to make sure I make the right decision...I have been a stay at home mom for lets see now....almost 7 years now...I have the 7 year itch to go out and be amongst adults again...enough Disney channel already...I think I've earned that right....somewhat...I'll never stop being a Mom....yet I want what every mom wants...a job from 9-3 would be great so I can be home for the kids. The one dilemma that I have is that the twins will still need a sitter twice a week next year...now I certainly don't get rich watching the twins not that I had any intention to...I pretty much do it out of kindess to my friends...after all $ 10 a day for each is not much at all when I watch them 8+ hours a day. Do I still want to do that next year?? What if she can't find another sitter especially for what I charge...I know I'll feel guilty. Do I want to go back to my old job...and even if I did would I get morning hours so I could be with my kids?? So much to think about....my brain just won't shut it off...Maybe you out there who may have gone through this situation can give me some insight...what were your struggles...what helped you...I know I'm going to be putting a lot of prayer into this...I won't make this decision without God, but just so much to think about and consider....and I can't believe that I've reached this crossroad in my life already. My oldest will be ten next year after all!! 10!!! Time goes way tooo quickly....
Sorry for the long post, but I just HAD to get that off my chest (and brain)....hope you are all having a safe and glorious week!
October 3, 2006
I'm here...

My black & white pictorial received 2nd place:
My black & white flower picture won 1st!!:


Then my black and white fair scene pic won first also!! Isn't that cute...my hubby's face won me first place!! Love ya honey...and he didn't want me to enter this picture...I'm glad I went with my instincts on this one.
I also won first for my ripple afghan, second for my indian afghan and third for my infant afghan (which shocked me). Though I didn't get any ribbon for my scrapbook...which I was really disappointed about, but people around here just don't get the art of scrapbooking so I'm not totally shocked either, though people told me that they loved my work, which means more than a ribbon truly anyway...but I'm just so tickled with how well I did with my photography this year...I've competed in photography for the past 3 years with nothing...this year I got three ribbons! I'm so excited...I feel like my photgraphy has truly evolved in the last year especially...I get the difference between a picture and a photograph...it's truly an art...one that I hope to continue to grow in over the years...I'm so blessed...God has bestowed me with some amazing gifts...I give Him all the glory for what I do withthe gifts He has given me...I feel this year, actually the last two years, have been so full of growth for me...and this coming year and the next...so much on the horizon...so much change in store for me...but that is for the next post....not right now...
Well getting ready to take the family to the fair this afternoon along with our neighbors probably. Can we say cotton candy and greasy fries?!?!
Later all!
September 26, 2006
Join with me as I take a breath....
It's nice to be able to relax a bit and just breath...not that I don't have other things to do...like major dust bunnies screaming my name or checkbooks needing balancing...but those things can wait...it's time to just breath....AAAHHHH that feels good...God bless the air that gives us life!
On other things....today is my baby bro's b-day...He's
23 today....man that makes me feel old...I was in high school when he was born and just a little thing when I officially left home. We aren't super close anymore since there is truly a huge age difference and he just doesn't have time for us "old people", but bless his heart, anyway Happy birthday Luke.The weather here is so very fall-like. It's amazing how in just a few short weeks we went from shorts and flip-flops weather to jackets and jeans again. I love fall though...never used to, but hubby over the years has taught me the beauty of this time of year and I have to admit I now love this time of year too, except for the fact that it brings about my least favorite season...winter. When I went to the fairgrounds today it felt like fairtime...cool, crisp air...made me want to run and get a caramel apple and some cider...yum. I love decorating my house for fall too...nothing like those rich harvest hues to make a house feel like home. LOVE IT!! When fall beckons here I get in the mood to crochet...I have already made a baby blanket, which I started last week and is already at the fairgrounds preparing for judging even as we speak, I finished a ripple afghan I had been working on off and on for 3 years...it turned out so nice. And now I'm working on a southwestern type of blanket...my grandma taught me how to crochet...and I'm so glad...I love it cause it's something I can do while I watch TV or wait on an appointment. I'm not one much for just sitting still or just watching TV...I have to be doing something else too...strange I know.
Well I have to go get my boys from school...so much for my break :-) Hope you are having a good day. God bless
September 25, 2006
Busy..busy..busy
Well needless to say though, I'm pretty much ready to take my things to the fairgrounds...pictures are printed, blankets folded, scrapbook ready...I'm pretty much set despite the cold I've been dealing with...Thank God!
Well here are a few more pics that I plan on using for the fair...so tell me what you think...
September 18, 2006
Been a bit MIA lately....I know....


Well blogger is only allowing me to put these three pics on for now...I'll upload more during the week if I can get time...have a great week and may God bless you!
September 13, 2006
I'm Back...

From my concert....Journey rocked!! It's been a few years since I got to see them in concert...but they still can rock! Thanks honey for taking me! They played all my favs, some other songs I didn't quite expect, and Steve Augeri, the lead singer, was out with throat problems so there was another lead singer...he was good...not quite as good as Steve, but good nonetheless and still put on a good show. Our seats were smack dab in the middle of the amphitheatre and for the longest time there was no one in front of us...so I had a terrific view of the band...one day I'm going to get up front...not wanting to pay the $$ for that though...too stinkin expensive...maybe if they plan to retire I'll splurge on something like that....anyway, it was so great to see them again...we saw Def Leppard too, but only stayed for about 4 songs and left...their set was just way too loud (I can't believe I'm saying that!)...hubby was ready to go anyway and we wanted to avoid the traffic...which we did. We then went to IHOP for dinner...or shall we say breakfast...which was delicious...and cheap...never been to IHOP before. Anyway we got home about 1 a.m. Poor hubby had to be at work at 5 a.m. Poor guy...he has to work a split today so hopefully he can take a little nap before he goes back to work. I'm watching the twins today...so it's going to be a long day for the both of us. Oh well I guess that's the price ya pay right???
So here is my question to you today...if you could see any band/singer in concert who would you choose and why??
Hope you are having a great week!
September 11, 2006
September 11th...where were you?

Practically every blog I've read tonight, the news, talk-shows had to do with Sept. 11th...and rightfully so...it was and still is a significant part of our nations history. It's kind of like the JFK assination of our generation...so where were you?
Me...I was watching the Today show for some reason...not usually a Today show watcher...was just flipping through channels that morning and then it happened...My son Austin was 4...Bren was 2. Colton wasn't even part of the picture until the following year. I remember being glued to the TV...just couldn't get away from it...I was in shock. Watched the Discovery Channel special the other night about the Twin Towers and those emotions and shock rose up all over again...how can people hate so much??? One thing I noticed on many of the blogs I read...many of you were pregnant...so, many of us have little 4-5 year olds running around. I remember when I was pregnant with Colton it just seemed like everyone was pregnant...maybe it was God's way to bless the world with these little souls to (and I hate to say replace...cause nothing can replace those that were lost) but give us that where left behind hope...like the Bible says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
The earriest thing though after the 9/11 attacks to me was the day after...not a plane in the sky...I usually see the lines across the sky left by the planes flying overhead...that day...not a one...it was very strange and made it seem all that more real to me when I couldn't see a plane in the sky.
My heart goes out to those who had loved ones who perished...those who tried to save others and paid the ultimate sacrifice...those who didn't in any way deserve to die. Those who were brave and fought back to save the lives of other innocent people...God bless these people with an extra special blessing. May we NEVER EVER FORGET!!! May we never forget those who lost their lives, may we never become complacent. May we not be so comfortable that we think that something like this couldn't happen again...may we always be in prayer for our country and the innocent lives that live here...God Bless America!
September 10, 2006
Happy Anniversary Honey!

Yesterday my hubby and I celebrated our 17th Wedding Anniversary. He truly is my soulmate. Though it hasn't always been an easy ride and we learn from each other more and more every day, I would not want to go through life without this man. He definitely makes life interesting and I love him...happy anniversary honey! We went
to dinner last night in town and had a nice meal. Thank God for our neighbors who were able to watch our boys at the last minute. They are truly a blessing!
On other notes of interest...my parents are celebrating their 40th anniverary on Tuesday...Happy Anniversary Mom & Dad! They spent the weekend in Lancaster, PA visiting the place they spent their honeymoon 40 years ago. It's not many people anymore that can say they've been married that long...God bless them...hopefully with 40 more.
My sis has found a new church home I think....she called me today all excited. I'm glad for her...she's been searching for so long. I'm glad she's taken the step forward...I know it was hard for her. I pray that she finds her place and makes new friends there.
My little sis just called me from a Journey concert....she thought of me in the middle of the concert and just called me...said it was so awesome...now I really can't wait until Tuesday!
My best friend from high school surprised me with a visit yesterday...we only get to see each other about once a year or so...it's just hard for us to get together with her job and my schedule...it was so nice to see her. We've been friends since 6th grade. In fact she was the first friend I ever had when my family moved us here...my how time flies.
Well hope all was well with your weekend. Going to actually go to bed at a decent time tonight I think...these 4-6 hours sleep a night is killing me...and I only have myself to blame for that...too much going on!
September 7, 2006
Thoughts...

In recent events...of course everyone knows by now about Steve Irwin's tragic death....now I was never much of a fan of his, but I know he did a great job for wildlife and he loved animals. The thought that came to me though was this...He lived life his way on his terms and I'm sure he knew the dangers of the life he chose...thing is what would have been a worse death...living life in fear of chasing your dreams...destiny...whatever you want to call it...or pursuing your life's passion and dying from doing just that?? I'm sure Steve wouldn't have lived his life any other way. Yet many of us coward away from the things that we know we should do because we are afraid of *what others will think *fear of getting hurt * fear of rejection * fear of failing. Am I right?? I know I fall in this trap just as much as many of you do. Fear is such a terrible thing...I can't imagine the many things I could have done in my life if fear didn't take over....saddens me sometimes if I think about it. Steve took the "gator by the tail" (please excuse the pun) and ran with it and made it his and pursued his dream...how many of us can say that...I know if it were up to me I would much rather die doing what I loved than living in fear and just waiting to die. God bless him! It's kind of like Jesus...He went back into the Garden three times...not once...not twice... but three times hoping that God would allow the cup to pass by him. Jesus could have ran away...backed down...let fear overtake Him...but no he faced it...lived His destiny...came to this earth to live the life God meant for Him to live. I know...I'm going pretty deep tonight...sorry 'bout that, but it just has been on my mind. Things like this tragedy with Steve Irwin just remind me how life is too short and we need to pursue what God brought us here for...whatever that may be...whether it be wrestling crocs and raising wildlife awareness or just raising Godly children...we all have a purpose....so What is your purpose???
For those of you who watch Project Runway....I was so glad to see Vincent go this week...
I was really getting tired of him...thing is now it's getting down to the good ones...who do you think will make it?? My top three choices are Michael, Uli and Laura. We shall see.Went to the Lake today just hubby, Colton and I...it was nice to just get out and walk...I will post pics later.
Hope you are having a good week.
September 6, 2006
So...
Having an anniversary on the 9th and having trouble finding a gift....any great ideas that don't cost a lot of $$ (don't get paid until next week...phooey) Any ideas would be appreciated.
So I was on Jada's Gigi's website and she had this on there so I thought I'd try and join in...
3 things that scare me~
My boys getting hurt
Swimming in deep water
Speaking in front of people...even though I do it
3 people that make me laugh~
My boys
Michelle
Pastor Lisa
3 things I love~
(you said things)
Jeeps
My Canon Camera
Scrapbooking
3 things I hate~
Whining
Bananas
Dishonesty
3 things I don't understand~
How people don't believe in God
Calculus...almost flunked this in High School
Adobe Photoshop...but sure would love to learn
3 things I'm doing right now~
Blogging
Watching Project Runway
Sitting in my office chair
3 things I want to do someday~
Travel to Europe
Take a boat down Hewlett's Creek in North Carolina
Get a scrapbook page published in a scrap magazine
3 things I can do~
Sing
Mow grass
Multitask
3 ways to describe my personality~
Sarcastic
Shy-until I know you
Fun
3 things I cannot do~
Eat bananas
Swim
Not tell my boys I love them every day
3 things I think you should listen to~
God
80's Music (Journey!!)
Joyce Meyer or Joel Olsteen
3 things I think you should never listen to~
People who don't really know you
That little voice in your head that tells you that you can't
Disgusting music that uses profanity
3 absolute favorite foods~
Cheesecake
Chocolate (It's a food right??)
Seafood, Mexican or Italian
3 things I'd like to learn~
Play piano or guitar
Photography
How to get my scrapbook pages in a magazine!
3 beverages I drink regularly~
Auqafina water
Tim Horton's English Toffee Capp
Lemonade
3 shows I watch~
Dawson's Creek (I'm a shameful addict!)
Project Runway
Dr. Phil
3 bloggers I tag
Anyone who wants to jump in...feel free. :) Do you have anything in common with me?? :)
September 5, 2006
I'm still here...

My twins turned four yesterday....Happy Birthday Alaina & Alexis!
Well I'd write more but I start watching the twins again tomorrow and hubby is on vacation too...so I need my rest ;-)
Hope you all had a great weekend!
August 30, 2006
We interrupt for this nostalgic moment...


Less than two weeks...less than two weeks I will be seeing these people...I am so excited!! I have been a HUGE Journey fan since I heard their song "Lovin' Touchin' Squeezin'" back in (dare I say it) 1978. I was in 7th or 8th grade at the time...since then I pretty much bought all their albums...wore their cassettes out and had to buy new, and just have always adored this band. Hubby bought us tickets (not too bad of seats either) for my anniversary present...gotta love that man! And bless his heart he's going with me...and he's not much of a concert goer...he just doesn't get it...why would anyone want to stand for two hours sandwiched with other people and listen to music you can hear in the comfort of your own home? Maybe I can change his perception somehow....I wish I could have gotten more tickets though....so many people have told me that they'd love to go...but just hubby and me...loving that! We haven't had much alone time lately...need this time so much.
So on this note....tell me...what music reminds you of those high school days?? What music, song or band, takes you back every time you hear it?? Is their a certain memory that makes you laugh or cry?? Please share!
August 28, 2006
OK God I hear you...
gotta love irony...
If you've read my last post, you'll understand...if you haven't read it you may want to...
Our Pastor preached on Malachi 2:10-17...about breaking faith with each other...how we need to be faithful to each other and not hold grudges amongst each other...
Have you ever sit in a church service and feel like the sermon was spoken directly to you? Ever felt yourself squirm in church?? Ever felt like people were looking at you?? Not that there is anyone in my church (other than my hubby) that knows the feelings I had towards this person it sure made me think...and I wonder why I feel like my prayers are hitting the ceiling???
Under immense conviction right now and feeling pretty lousy, even though this person probably has no idea how I feel...since I felt it in my heart and have allowed it to take a foothold, I know I've done wrong and need to rememdy it. Please pray...I can't approach this without prayer I know.
Thank God that He's a loving and forgiving God...always hurts though to let Him down...I don't deserve all that He gives me...Thankful and grateful for what an awesome God He is.