Some pages I've done...

Here are a few pages I've done lately...my scrapping comes in spurts anymore and as much as I need to go to bed, the inspiration is flowing and I don't want to wate it by sleeping it away...I'm sure I'll regret that in the morning ;-) So anyway here they are.

God is good...all the time...All the time...God is good.

Thank God today is here!

OK...I don't know about you or how things are in your area...but I am so glad today is finally here!! If I have to watch one more political mudslinging commercial on TV and receive one more political phone call I think I'll SCREAM! Man...the phone calls....yikes I went to the neighbors last night and Austin's Parent/Teacher conference (see last post) and I had 4 political phone calls on our machine....FOUR...I was gone...what...an hour and a half at the most. Though I thuroughly believe in the right to vote and our right to do so, I just don't like politics much...it all seems like a bunch of liars, cheats, manipulators (now granted not all are that bad), but my goodness the negative campaigns that were on our TV this political season....it was downright awful...and honestly I felt like I was stuck picking which was the lesser of two evils in many cases. And I don't like it being jammed down my throat...maybe because I'm at home and I hear all the ads on TV and get all the phone calls, I feel that way but...I'm just glad it's about over and we can return to the status quo of life.

But beyond all that, I did do my patriotic duty and vote...considering it was lunchtime I thought it would be packed, but I walked right in. Colton was the man of the hour charming all the older ladies and getting candy. He cracks me up.

Was going to go to the art gallery here in town that is displaying a local artists black and white photography on "Fatherhood", but hubby wasn't feeling up to it. Maybe Friday. I so love black and white photography....there is just something so timeless and magical about it...it just speaks to me.

Well if you haven't gone out and voted...get out there! Your voice can't be heard if you don't.

OK...

Well had Austin's parent/teacher conference tonight. Though he's doing OK in school the collective response from all his teachers is that he lacks focus and doesn't pay attention. As most of you know Austin has ADHD and we took him off his meds because his doctor was concerned with him losing so much weight. Now granted I don't think Austin is doing so bad in school...he's getting A's and B's...and I'm not putting him back on his meds if his grades are acceptable, but I understand the distraction he has. I deal with it at home, believe me. I know it can be aggravating. So I'm on a huge mission to do whatever it takes to get this boy to focus...and I don't want to be a nag or do it negatively. So if you have any advice as to how to keep a lack of focus child focused...I'd be most appreciative.

It's so aggravating...public schools expect all children to fit in this certain peghole...yet not all children are the same. I know Austin is a brilliant child. Sometimes I just wonder if he's bored. He's doing great in language arts...which is his passion...writing. He loves that. However he doesn't like reading as much, unless it's something he's interested in.

So I'm on a mission...a mission to help my boys focus better in school...to come along side them somehow...I know it's going to be hard...it's going to be aggravating...but I have to...I want to see them excel and do well. Pray for us.

Sleepy...

OK...I don't know about you....and I don't know that it's just the weather, the time change or something else, but I feel like I'm going into hibernation mode! I am like sleepy all the time and I feel like I'm eating as if I am about to go into hibernation....it's ridiculous! I just can't seem to get any energy. I took an almost 2 hour nap today...which sometimes I do get the luxury to nap on a Sunday afternoon, but a two hour nap is not normal. Though it sure was awfully nice, yet I still woke up tired....might have to look into some sort of vitamins or something...anywho...

Going to have some short weeks babysitting the next few weeks...in a way I'm glad cause I NEED to get started on this Christmas shopping thing...and with me being tired it's a MUST to get it into gear!

Had Brennan's parent/teacher conference last week...he's doing well, just having a lot of trouble focusing on what he needs to be doing...I used to have the same trouble to a degree...I wish I knew what to do to help him stay on task. Even when he's home doing his homework, he has a lot of trouble sticking to it and getting it done...if you have any advice in this area I'd really appreciate it. He did however test highest in his class in word comprehension...actually in the 8th grade level...which blew me away, yet he only tested in second grade level as far as reading the story and answering the questions. It's like if there is only one word to figure out, he's off the scale, yet if there is a whole story to do, forget it. He just doesn't want to "waste his time" doing it. Which I understand because I always disliked the "read the story and answer the questions" problems. I pray that he is able to focus better and will be able to do well. Austin's P/T conference is tomorrow night. Let you know how that goes.

Was going through some of my pics tonight...found this one from our County Fair...it's of my hubby and our neighbor Michelle...she is such a great friend who loves Jesus...I'm so glad God blessed us with such a great friend! She always makes me laugh...always. Thank God for great friends! Tomorrow she's fixing us her Chipotle Chicken for dinner...yummy HOT stuff...love spicy mexican food!

Well I hope the Lord blessed you today.

Christmas...

Hard to believe that Halloween is now over, Thanksgiving is right at our heels and soon Christmas will be here...YIKES!!

Not even started with the whole shopping thing. We were going to go tomorrow, hubby and I, and start on our shopping but I have to babysit. Oh well....I suppose I'll have to resort to my usual internet shopping, which by the way is much better than fighting crowds...to bad shipping the stuff is sometimes outrageous. Also need to get started on my homemade gifts. I'm all about the homemade gift. Something about it says "I think you're special and I made this just for you" thing. I know...schmultzy I know. Got lots to do before Christmas...crocheted blankets to make ,scrapbooks to put together....never a moments peace I swear! ;-) Wouldn't it be nice if we could concentrate more on what the true meaning of Christmas is?? My sister had the notion of celebrating the gift giving part of Christmas after the holidays are over when things are cheaper and it doesn't take away from the meaning of Christmas...I think it's not a half bad idea.

So tell me here is my question....are you a all around Christmas shopper picking things up here and there throughout the year or are you a I must wait until the day after Thanksgiving (or even later) to do that sort of thing?? (BTW, I don't care how good the deal is...I just can't handle that after-thanksgiving shopping...drives me nuts! Just had to share that.) I'm hoping my shopping is not as bad as last year when I waited until the last minute to shop for a lot of my gifts...of course I don't have a Disney trip looming over my head like I had last year...isn't that hard to believe that it's already been almost a year since Disney?? Unreal how time flies!

Hope you're having a good week!

Found!

Just an update...I found my rubber stamps!! Believe it or not I put them away...no wonder I couldn't find them! :-)

Yesterday just wasn't a good day...had a headache...hubby and I had a disagreement...forgot about my women's Bible study group last night so I was a little late for that. Ever have just one of those days??? Glad it's over.

You know I can always tell when I haven't spent quality time with my Lord. Yesterday was one of those days...when I don't I ALWAYS have a bad day. Today I made sure I read my Bible and prayed...so far it's going a bit better...it always helps when you have the Lord on your side to start your day.

Well I have a ton to do today....things I just have to get caught up on. Have a great day!

Trick or Treat and other fun...

Today was a long day....had to babysit today and just let me say that I earned my $ 20 today. The 4 year old stage is obviously the tattle-tale stage because that is mostly what I had to deal with today...so and so hit me, so and so took my toy, so and so did this....YIKES! And so much attitude! The time out corner was used by everyone today. Not so good. Hopefully Wednesday will be a better day.

So...like I said last night, we took the boys to Cambridge tonight to go to "Valley of the Dinosaurs"...an exhibit that they had over there for the month of October of dinosaur statues...it was OK...not quite what I was expecting...though we were a bit spoiled by the place in Kentucky we went to a couple years ago that had life size dinosaurs that Brennan what ga-ga over...these were much smaller, but Brennan still liked it some...as much as I hate to admit it, I think my little boy is growing up and though he still loves and knows his dinos, me thinks the dino phase is highly overshadowed by things like Star Wars and super heros. It's sad to see, but man I wish they didn't have to grow up so fast. They also had an "Enchanted Forest" there tonight were the kids got to trick or treat....and man did they ever get candy!!! They pumpkin pails were literally overflowing with candy...after the trick or treating they did last week and tonight we have two huge Tupperware bowls of candy....enough to rot their precious teeth five times over!!! Thank goodness for the trick or treating cause I think the boys would have been disappointed in the trip otherwise.

Well like I said hubby is on vacation this week. Hoping to get some stuff done around the house and start our Christmas shopping. We'll see what happens.

Have you ever lost something, possibly misplaced it...not sure, and you swear it was in the last place you put it only for it to just completely vanish?? I bought two new sets of clear rubber stamps and had them on my computer desk and man if I can find those pesky things!! It's aggrivating me!! Never even used them yet...I think I'm aquiring those senior moments just a bit too soon! I just pray they just didn't end up in a trash can by accident...if I only had the $$ for things that accidently got thrown away in my house!

Well I'm off to bed....it's been a very long day!

Gotta love technology...

Been down again with the old PC....Brother in law had to fix it again....looks like we may have to consider a new computer in the near future....not sure about that...though this old clunker is over 5 years old at least....and has been patched up numerous times. The thought of plunking down big $$ for another computer doesn't thrill me much, but it is something I HAVE to have...it's a definite need with all that I do. Been thinking alot about switching to a MAC...they are so geared more for what I'm wanting to do...graphics and such. Just not sure I want to plunk that much money though...they are more expensive, but my are they cool!! Hoping to actually "test drive" one soon to see if I really like it. That would be nice.

On other things...hubby is on vacation this week so that is a huge praise! He's not so stressed when he is on vacation. Still have to watch the twins though...may have to watch them Friday, but thinking of saying no to that cause hubby and I were planning on finally starting Christmas shopping and he NEVER gets to do that with me...that is usually left up to me to do...We'll see what happens.

Aren't you glad to have that extra hour of sleep last night!!!!??? I know I was happy about that...Praise Jesus!

Plan on taking the family to Cambridge tomorrow after school to go to a huge outdoor dinosaur exhibit....tried going Saturday and got all the way up there to only find that it had been canceled cause of the weather. Hoping tomorrow will be better since it's pretty much our last chance to see this. Brennan is a huge dino fan and he's been so looking forward to this.

Well it's getting late and I have to get up early tomorrow...sorry not much interesting to say, but I'm tired and it's late. Hope that God blessed you at church this morning...I know He blessed me! Thank you Jesus!

Let's try some more....

Well here we go again...I'll try to post a few more pages...
Phewwww...that was more than I thought.

Well I'll write more later...hada bunch to write, but I got interrupted and have to go pick up the boys now...so talk to ya later!

Here are some more...

Here are a few more pages I made from Scrap Camp:



Pickles...Blogger is acting stubborn again...well...I'll hopefully upload the rest of them tomorrow...yes there are more!! Amazing what you can get done when you have a whole weekend of uninterruption.

I am finally all unpacked from my weekend, got all my supplies put away and even scrapbooked another page last night...I'll show it later. But the weekend totally inspired me and got me out of my scrapbooking funk I was in. Had no creativity left in me. The weekend away so helped...I'm like a scrapbooking fool now! And I like it!

So this week has been busy like any other...getting caught up with laundry and cleaning house while I was away. Dealing with homework...please say a pray for my middle son Brennan....he's really having a hard time with school and falling behind. Just not sure what to do with him...not that I think it's all him...I knew there was going to be troubles this year...my oldest Austin had the same teacher and troubles in her class too...can't wait to get past second grade! Anyway, thanks.

So...on other things...hubby and I had a rare chance to get out of town together yesterday...of course we had the little guy, but we got out of town...if only for a couple hours. Got my hair cut and then hubby spoiled me with these....I'm a huge Bath & Body Works fan...actually any nice body lotion, make-up, beauty products in general...I guess you could say I'm somewhat of a junkie...but they had these awesome fall scents that were so yummy smelling that I couldn't pass them up...and better yet I got the huge tube of body cream FREE!!! Can't beat that! The Vanilla Bean Noel smelled wonderful too...almost bought it too...but I refrained. Go check it out and enjoy the aroma!

Hope you are having a good start of a weekend!

It's late...

and I really need to get to bed...but I want to post at least one layout I did over the weekend...so here is one thus far...I'll post more maybe tomorrow or Thursday. It was ssssssooooo busy here today and I didn't even have the twins!!! Just one of those days.

Anyway layout is of my son Austin when we went to Disney MGM Studios...hope you like it.





Have a great week!

God blesses....

Well anyway, decided after all to go to my Scrap Camp this past weekend....after much guilt from myself and even though hubby insisted that I go, I indeed went....and I'm glad I did...though it was a long 2+ hour drive, I slept very little, the bed was as hard as a rock (of course nothing beats being in your own bed) I truly had a great time and had some much needed kid free time. Actually I didn't realize how much I had needed this time away. It had been over a year since I had been back to Scrap Camp or been away alone for anything else and I soooo needed this....I thank God that I had the opportunity to go. It was such a blessing. I got a lot of scrap pages done (I'll post those hopefully tomorrow...too tired right now), met some new people, re-connected with some people I hadn't seen since last Scrap Camp...it was a great time. What was wonderful is how supportive people were of my work. Lots of compliments, which blew me away and was such a blessing to me cause I see my work and don't think it's all that good compared to others, but it's nice when other peers make positive comments. It truly encouraged me and inspired me.

The greatest blessings were Saturday morning when I walked around the lake at the campground we were at and prayed...our church is having our annual Lay Revival this week and I was scheduled to pray for an hour from 9-10 a.m. This is usually done at our church, but I asked if it would be ok to do it "remotely". It was ok with them, so I did...what a blessing. Honestly I don't get the time to pray like that anymore...I know I need to make the time, but as many of you moms of young ones know....sometimes it's so hard to dedicate that time. It was so nice to be able to just relax and pray and connect with my Heavenly Father without interruption. Such a blessing. Then on Sunday morning the two ladies who put on this Scrap Camp lead a worship service. Usually it's only a handful of us, but what an awesome time that was! We prayed for one lady who was seriously thinking abotu leaving her husband, one who is having difficulties at her job, and Christina (the co-leader of Scrap Camp) talked about prayer. The amazing thing is I have this t-shirt that says "Pray Hard" on it with the verse I Thess. 5:16-18 on it (one of my fav verses BTW), and I was just so amazed by that because I just had this strong urge that I had to pack that shirt and then wear it on Sunday....isn't it amazing how God uses a silly t-shirt for a connection?!?! God is so amazing. Anyway I came back exhausted, with an awful headache and shoulders killing me, but I was so happy driving home....92.7 playing on the radio....blarring actually, and just praising and worshipping God thanking Him for the opportunity to go and enjoy this weekend. God is so good to me even when I truly don't deserve it.

On other info....saw my old pastor and his wife tonight which was a surprise....a pleasant one....it was so nice to see them both.

Well I'm really tired, had to watch the twins today, get caught up on thigns that weren't done while I was gone...mainly laundry, had homework from you know where tonight, I'm exhausted.

Hope you have a great week!

The Road Ahead...

First of all....I may not be going to Scrap Camp this year...Sister bailed on me and it will cost me an extra $ 40.00 to stay at the lodge by myself....or succumb to staying in the dusty circa. 1940's cabins that were probably cleaned about then bunking with 8 other women...why is it when I get the chance to get away...the chance to do something I like to do...there is always a glitch....I feel guilty for going alone since I really put hubby in a bind with watching the kids and getting someone to watch them while he's at work...and then of course there is the $$ issue...the money could truly be used for more important things...then there is the little hints that hubby says that honestly tells me that going is really not the best idea, but he doesn't honestly want to come right out and say it for fear of hurting my feelings...you know the "Go and do what you want honey...it's whatever you want to do..." I know that line....rats....thing is I'll lose $ 10.00 for cancelling now....if my sister would have told me last week I would have received a full refund...oh well.



The Road Ahead...

On to other things that have been plaguing my mind...been thinking a lot about the future...more specifically the next year...so much happening in my life come next year. I'll be turning 40 for one thing...YIKES!! When did that happen! Then there is the issue that all my babies will be in school next year....Mommy will be free, for part of the day anyway....been seriously thinking about what I will do...will I get a part time job? Stay home and watch the twins twice a week? Stay at home and do eBay? Volunteer at the school or church?? Stay at home and just craft my little heart out? What am I going to do??? I feel like I felt when I was getting ready to graduate from high school....so many doors opening up...so much to choose...will I make the right choice? I have that deer in the headlight look right about now...I know it's not until August when all these changes will take place, but I don't want to wait until then to make a decision....I want to have this thought out....I want to make sure I make the right decision...I have been a stay at home mom for lets see now....almost 7 years now...I have the 7 year itch to go out and be amongst adults again...enough Disney channel already...I think I've earned that right....somewhat...I'll never stop being a Mom....yet I want what every mom wants...a job from 9-3 would be great so I can be home for the kids. The one dilemma that I have is that the twins will still need a sitter twice a week next year...now I certainly don't get rich watching the twins not that I had any intention to...I pretty much do it out of kindess to my friends...after all $ 10 a day for each is not much at all when I watch them 8+ hours a day. Do I still want to do that next year?? What if she can't find another sitter especially for what I charge...I know I'll feel guilty. Do I want to go back to my old job...and even if I did would I get morning hours so I could be with my kids?? So much to think about....my brain just won't shut it off...Maybe you out there who may have gone through this situation can give me some insight...what were your struggles...what helped you...I know I'm going to be putting a lot of prayer into this...I won't make this decision without God, but just so much to think about and consider....and I can't believe that I've reached this crossroad in my life already. My oldest will be ten next year after all!! 10!!! Time goes way tooo quickly....

Sorry for the long post, but I just HAD to get that off my chest (and brain)....hope you are all having a safe and glorious week!

I'm here...

Just a quick update...will write more hopefully tonight cause I have a lot to talk about but...here are the results from my fair entries....

My black & white pictorial received 2nd place:


My black & white flower picture won 1st!!:








Then my black and white fair scene pic won first also!! Isn't that cute...my hubby's face won me first place!! Love ya honey...and he didn't want me to enter this picture...I'm glad I went with my instincts on this one.


I also won first for my ripple afghan, second for my indian afghan and third for my infant afghan (which shocked me). Though I didn't get any ribbon for my scrapbook...which I was really disappointed about, but people around here just don't get the art of scrapbooking so I'm not totally shocked either, though people told me that they loved my work, which means more than a ribbon truly anyway...but I'm just so tickled with how well I did with my photography this year...I've competed in photography for the past 3 years with nothing...this year I got three ribbons! I'm so excited...I feel like my photgraphy has truly evolved in the last year especially...I get the difference between a picture and a photograph...it's truly an art...one that I hope to continue to grow in over the years...I'm so blessed...God has bestowed me with some amazing gifts...I give Him all the glory for what I do withthe gifts He has given me...I feel this year, actually the last two years, have been so full of growth for me...and this coming year and the next...so much on the horizon...so much change in store for me...but that is for the next post....not right now...

Well getting ready to take the family to the fair this afternoon along with our neighbors probably. Can we say cotton candy and greasy fries?!?!

Later all!

Join with me as I take a breath....

Yes folks I can breath a little easier now...entries for the fair have officially been dropped off...no girls to babysit today, cold is pretty much gone except for a small cough now and then....yes folks that sound you just heard was me finally taking a deep breath and breathing...Halleluiah!!!

It's nice to be able to relax a bit and just breath...not that I don't have other things to do...like major dust bunnies screaming my name or checkbooks needing balancing...but those things can wait...it's time to just breath....AAAHHHH that feels good...God bless the air that gives us life!

On other things....today is my baby bro's b-day...He's 23 today....man that makes me feel old...I was in high school when he was born and just a little thing when I officially left home. We aren't super close anymore since there is truly a huge age difference and he just doesn't have time for us "old people", but bless his heart, anyway Happy birthday Luke.

The weather here is so very fall-like. It's amazing how in just a few short weeks we went from shorts and flip-flops weather to jackets and jeans again. I love fall though...never used to, but hubby over the years has taught me the beauty of this time of year and I have to admit I now love this time of year too, except for the fact that it brings about my least favorite season...winter. When I went to the fairgrounds today it felt like fairtime...cool, crisp air...made me want to run and get a caramel apple and some cider...yum. I love decorating my house for fall too...nothing like those rich harvest hues to make a house feel like home. LOVE IT!! When fall beckons here I get in the mood to crochet...I have already made a baby blanket, which I started last week and is already at the fairgrounds preparing for judging even as we speak, I finished a ripple afghan I had been working on off and on for 3 years...it turned out so nice. And now I'm working on a southwestern type of blanket...my grandma taught me how to crochet...and I'm so glad...I love it cause it's something I can do while I watch TV or wait on an appointment. I'm not one much for just sitting still or just watching TV...I have to be doing something else too...strange I know.

Well I have to go get my boys from school...so much for my break :-) Hope you are having a good day. God bless

Busy..busy..busy

Well as I said in the previous post I've been busy preparing for the fair here in town...needless to say, God always has a way of making you slow down...been dealing with a cold...pretty much over it now...just a little congestion, but at least I can breath! Had to miss church yesterday though, which I hate...I love going to church...just helps recharge me for the week.

Well needless to say though, I'm pretty much ready to take my things to the fairgrounds...pictures are printed, blankets folded, scrapbook ready...I'm pretty much set despite the cold I've been dealing with...Thank God!

Well here are a few more pics that I plan on using for the fair...so tell me what you think...

Been a bit MIA lately....I know....

No folks I haven't dropped off the face of the earth...nor did I run off to become a Journey groupie (Though that doesn't sound half bad)...been really really busy...County Fair is fast approaching and I always try to put a few items in the fair...I usually put some crocheted blankets and photos...I'll probably try putting another scrapbook page in too...the more ribbons I get the more $$, the more $$ aleviates the cost for a stinkin' ticket into the fair which this year is $ 28.00 for an exhibitors pass...that is for 7 trips into the fair...for our family that means one family day with all five of us and maybe a night with just hubby and I and that's it...it's too expensive for us to plunk down $ 6-7 a person just to get into our fair...though I must admit we have the most AWESOME fair in Ohio in my humble opinion...the town pretty much shuts down during our fair...schools close, churches cancel their Sunday evening services, businesses shut down, it's a trip! People who move here from other cities don't get it until they've been here and seen it....then they get it. If you want to see anyone the week of Sept. 29 - Oct. 5th....first place to look is the fair. It's sad I know. We are a bunch of hicks here...but it is a lot of fun. And nothing beats fair food...Italian sausage sandwiches, fried pickles, homemade ice cream bars, fresh lemonade, and my fav...kettle corn. Can't beat the fair. So needless to say in a long winded sort of way...I'm saying I'm going to be in and out of here quite a bit the next few weeks...but while I'm talking about the fair...here are a few of the pics I'm planning on putting in the fair...tell me what you think OK???

Well blogger is only allowing me to put these three pics on for now...I'll upload more during the week if I can get time...have a great week and may God bless you!

I'm Back...

From my concert....Journey rocked!! It's been a few years since I got to see them in concert...but they still can rock! Thanks honey for taking me! They played all my favs, some other songs I didn't quite expect, and Steve Augeri, the lead singer, was out with throat problems so there was another lead singer...he was good...not quite as good as Steve, but good nonetheless and still put on a good show. Our seats were smack dab in the middle of the amphitheatre and for the longest time there was no one in front of us...so I had a terrific view of the band...one day I'm going to get up front...not wanting to pay the $$ for that though...too stinkin expensive...maybe if they plan to retire I'll splurge on something like that....anyway, it was so great to see them again...we saw Def Leppard too, but only stayed for about 4 songs and left...their set was just way too loud (I can't believe I'm saying that!)...hubby was ready to go anyway and we wanted to avoid the traffic...which we did. We then went to IHOP for dinner...or shall we say breakfast...which was delicious...and cheap...never been to IHOP before. Anyway we got home about 1 a.m. Poor hubby had to be at work at 5 a.m. Poor guy...he has to work a split today so hopefully he can take a little nap before he goes back to work. I'm watching the twins today...so it's going to be a long day for the both of us. Oh well I guess that's the price ya pay right???

So here is my question to you today...if you could see any band/singer in concert who would you choose and why??

Hope you are having a great week!

September 11th...where were you?

Practically every blog I've read tonight, the news, talk-shows had to do with Sept. 11th...and rightfully so...it was and still is a significant part of our nations history. It's kind of like the JFK assination of our generation...so where were you?

Me...I was watching the Today show for some reason...not usually a Today show watcher...was just flipping through channels that morning and then it happened...My son Austin was 4...Bren was 2. Colton wasn't even part of the picture until the following year. I remember being glued to the TV...just couldn't get away from it...I was in shock. Watched the Discovery Channel special the other night about the Twin Towers and those emotions and shock rose up all over again...how can people hate so much??? One thing I noticed on many of the blogs I read...many of you were pregnant...so, many of us have little 4-5 year olds running around. I remember when I was pregnant with Colton it just seemed like everyone was pregnant...maybe it was God's way to bless the world with these little souls to (and I hate to say replace...cause nothing can replace those that were lost) but give us that where left behind hope...like the Bible says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

The earriest thing though after the 9/11 attacks to me was the day after...not a plane in the sky...I usually see the lines across the sky left by the planes flying overhead...that day...not a one...it was very strange and made it seem all that more real to me when I couldn't see a plane in the sky.

My heart goes out to those who had loved ones who perished...those who tried to save others and paid the ultimate sacrifice...those who didn't in any way deserve to die. Those who were brave and fought back to save the lives of other innocent people...God bless these people with an extra special blessing. May we NEVER EVER FORGET!!! May we never forget those who lost their lives, may we never become complacent. May we not be so comfortable that we think that something like this couldn't happen again...may we always be in prayer for our country and the innocent lives that live here...God Bless America!

Happy Anniversary Honey!

Yesterday my hubby and I celebrated our 17th Wedding Anniversary. He truly is my soulmate. Though it hasn't always been an easy ride and we learn from each other more and more every day, I would not want to go through life without this man. He definitely makes life interesting and I love him...happy anniversary honey! We went

to dinner last night in town and had a nice meal. Thank God for our neighbors who were able to watch our boys at the last minute. They are truly a blessing!

On other notes of interest...my parents are celebrating their 40th anniverary on Tuesday...Happy Anniversary Mom & Dad! They spent the weekend in Lancaster, PA visiting the place they spent their honeymoon 40 years ago. It's not many people anymore that can say they've been married that long...God bless them...hopefully with 40 more.

My sis has found a new church home I think....she called me today all excited. I'm glad for her...she's been searching for so long. I'm glad she's taken the step forward...I know it was hard for her. I pray that she finds her place and makes new friends there.

My little sis just called me from a Journey concert....she thought of me in the middle of the concert and just called me...said it was so awesome...now I really can't wait until Tuesday!

My best friend from high school surprised me with a visit yesterday...we only get to see each other about once a year or so...it's just hard for us to get together with her job and my schedule...it was so nice to see her. We've been friends since 6th grade. In fact she was the first friend I ever had when my family moved us here...my how time flies.

Well hope all was well with your weekend. Going to actually go to bed at a decent time tonight I think...these 4-6 hours sleep a night is killing me...and I only have myself to blame for that...too much going on!

Thoughts...

Just a few thoughts today.....

In recent events...of course everyone knows by now about Steve Irwin's tragic death....now I was never much of a fan of his, but I know he did a great job for wildlife and he loved animals. The thought that came to me though was this...He lived life his way on his terms and I'm sure he knew the dangers of the life he chose...thing is what would have been a worse death...living life in fear of chasing your dreams...destiny...whatever you want to call it...or pursuing your life's passion and dying from doing just that?? I'm sure Steve wouldn't have lived his life any other way. Yet many of us coward away from the things that we know we should do because we are afraid of *what others will think *fear of getting hurt * fear of rejection * fear of failing. Am I right?? I know I fall in this trap just as much as many of you do. Fear is such a terrible thing...I can't imagine the many things I could have done in my life if fear didn't take over....saddens me sometimes if I think about it. Steve took the "gator by the tail" (please excuse the pun) and ran with it and made it his and pursued his dream...how many of us can say that...I know if it were up to me I would much rather die doing what I loved than living in fear and just waiting to die. God bless him! It's kind of like Jesus...He went back into the Garden three times...not once...not twice... but three times hoping that God would allow the cup to pass by him. Jesus could have ran away...backed down...let fear overtake Him...but no he faced it...lived His destiny...came to this earth to live the life God meant for Him to live. I know...I'm going pretty deep tonight...sorry 'bout that, but it just has been on my mind. Things like this tragedy with Steve Irwin just remind me how life is too short and we need to pursue what God brought us here for...whatever that may be...whether it be wrestling crocs and raising wildlife awareness or just raising Godly children...we all have a purpose....so What is your purpose???

For those of you who watch Project Runway....I was so glad to see Vincent go this week... I was really getting tired of him...thing is now it's getting down to the good ones...who do you think will make it?? My top three choices are Michael, Uli and Laura. We shall see.

Went to the Lake today just hubby, Colton and I...it was nice to just get out and walk...I will post pics later.

Hope you are having a good week.

So...

Today went pretty well with watching the twins...other than the normal "so and so pushed me or so and so isn't sharing", it was OK.

Having an anniversary on the 9th and having trouble finding a gift....any great ideas that don't cost a lot of $$ (don't get paid until next week...phooey) Any ideas would be appreciated.

So I was on Jada's Gigi's website and she had this on there so I thought I'd try and join in...

3 things that scare me~
My boys getting hurt
Swimming in deep water
Speaking in front of people...even though I do it

3 people that make me laugh~
My boys
Michelle
Pastor Lisa
3 things I love~
(you said things)
Jeeps
My Canon Camera
Scrapbooking

3 things I hate~
Whining
Bananas
Dishonesty

3 things I don't understand~
How people don't believe in God
Calculus...almost flunked this in High School
Adobe Photoshop...but sure would love to learn

3 things I'm doing right now~
Blogging
Watching Project Runway
Sitting in my office chair

3 things I want to do someday~
Travel to Europe
Take a boat down Hewlett's Creek in North Carolina
Get a scrapbook page published in a scrap magazine

3 things I can do~
Sing
Mow grass
Multitask

3 ways to describe my personality~
Sarcastic
Shy-until I know you
Fun

3 things I cannot do~
Eat bananas
Swim
Not tell my boys I love them every day

3 things I think you should listen to~
God
80's Music (Journey!!)
Joyce Meyer or Joel Olsteen

3 things I think you should never listen to~
People who don't really know you
That little voice in your head that tells you that you can't
Disgusting music that uses profanity

3 absolute favorite foods~
Cheesecake
Chocolate (It's a food right??)
Seafood, Mexican or Italian

3 things I'd like to learn~
Play piano or guitar
Photography
How to get my scrapbook pages in a magazine!

3 beverages I drink regularly~
Auqafina water
Tim Horton's English Toffee Capp
Lemonade

3 shows I watch~
Dawson's Creek (I'm a shameful addict!)
Project Runway
Dr. Phil

3 bloggers I tag
Anyone who wants to jump in...feel free. :) Do you have anything in common with me?? :)

I'm still here...

I know it's been a few days...birthday parties...relaxing...a little anyway. Mowed the grass or should I say brushhogged...man it rained so much last week that by the time I got to that grass...Yikes...My back and legs hurt...had fun getting out of bed this morning that's for sure!

My twins turned four yesterday....Happy Birthday Alaina & Alexis!

Well I'd write more but I start watching the twins again tomorrow and hubby is on vacation too...so I need my rest ;-)

Hope you all had a great weekend!

We interrupt for this nostalgic moment...

Less than two weeks...less than two weeks I will be seeing these people...I am so excited!! I have been a HUGE Journey fan since I heard their song "Lovin' Touchin' Squeezin'" back in (dare I say it) 1978. I was in 7th or 8th grade at the time...since then I pretty much bought all their albums...wore their cassettes out and had to buy new, and just have always adored this band. Hubby bought us tickets (not too bad of seats either) for my anniversary present...gotta love that man! And bless his heart he's going with me...and he's not much of a concert goer...he just doesn't get it...why would anyone want to stand for two hours sandwiched with other people and listen to music you can hear in the comfort of your own home? Maybe I can change his perception somehow....I wish I could have gotten more tickets though....so many people have told me that they'd love to go...but just hubby and me...loving that! We haven't had much alone time lately...need this time so much.

So on this note....tell me...what music reminds you of those high school days?? What music, song or band, takes you back every time you hear it?? Is their a certain memory that makes you laugh or cry?? Please share!

OK God I hear you...

Irony...

gotta love irony...

If you've read my last post, you'll understand...if you haven't read it you may want to...

Our Pastor preached on Malachi 2:10-17...about breaking faith with each other...how we need to be faithful to each other and not hold grudges amongst each other...

Have you ever sit in a church service and feel like the sermon was spoken directly to you? Ever felt yourself squirm in church?? Ever felt like people were looking at you?? Not that there is anyone in my church (other than my hubby) that knows the feelings I had towards this person it sure made me think...and I wonder why I feel like my prayers are hitting the ceiling???

Under immense conviction right now and feeling pretty lousy, even though this person probably has no idea how I feel...since I felt it in my heart and have allowed it to take a foothold, I know I've done wrong and need to rememdy it. Please pray...I can't approach this without prayer I know.

Thank God that He's a loving and forgiving God...always hurts though to let Him down...I don't deserve all that He gives me...Thankful and grateful for what an awesome God He is.

Thank God for honest friends

I guess...Was talking to a friend today...a very honest friend who will tell me the truth...not just what they think they want me to hear...I am dealing with an issue with someone and honestly asked my friend their opinion...and bless her heart she was honest. Though I love honesty sometimes it's hard to swallow isn't it?? I knew in the back of my mind that the person in question was someone I most likely would have to approach and air my feelings to, which is just not me...but I knew because of the issues I was having that it was the truth. It's hard though...I always feel like the bad guy in these situations. Thing is this situation has affected my spiritual walk...and I know Satan loves that...and that I've allowed it...and now I have to confront it...but it is so hard for me, cause the person I'm confronting has a very strong personality and can be very defensive. As my friend said though...God will never give you more than you can handle...not only that He will give you the strength and words to get through it...if I earnestly pray about it. So true...and I know I need to do it...just not sure how or when...man I hate that when I think my feelings are justified, that I know in my heart I'm just hurting myself.....lessons in life...gotta love 'em. I know my attitude has been negative in many ways lately too...this needs to be addressed...not without lots of prayer and thought first of course...God grant me the strength, words and right timing to make things right in your eyes and in my heart. And I do thank you for placing honest friends in my life.

Thanks for listening.

First Day Of School...all the way around ;-)

Well believe it or not summer is officially over for us...today started another school year. Went last night to the school Open House to get the boys's desks set up, meet their teachers and all...God answered our prayers as far as teachers went...thanks LORD!! Only glitch we ran into was that they put Austin and his cousin next to each other which we knew would never work...the poor teacher would never get any teaching done so we remedied that real quick and so far everything seems good. Austin and Brennan came home in a good mood, got their homework done quickly...no barking from me (another praise Jesus there) and they are off playing their Gameboys. Austin even said his first day was GREAT...a huge relief to hear since he really wasn't looking forward to going back. Brennan also is opening up so well and blossoming so much...last night he went right up to his teacher and said hi...before he would have hidden behind my legs and held on for dear life...I was so very proud of him. I think they were ready to go back.

My twin girls started preschool at the Christian School in town yesterday...man everyone is growing up too quickly...

I decided to keep Colton at home and teach him myself instead of doing the preschool thing. Today was our first day and surprisingly it went really well...We started after the boys left for school, started with some Art (coloring) then moved on to learning about the letter "I"...then onto learning about the color Red...then reviewing our numbers 1-5...he can count to fourteen, but I wanted to help him with recognizing which number is what. I even packed him a lunchbox like the boys and we and the neighbors ate our lunches outside...it was cute with Colton and the twins with their little lunchboxes. We then had Gym class outside (jumping on the trampoline and running) and then had Recess too...it was a good day. I think Colton enjoyed learning like a big boy. It's so hard to watch how fast time flies...way too fast.

So here are a few more pics from our first day back into the ole' routine. Hope you had a blessed day!

Lyrics I want to share

Even though I could waste your time telling you about my day, today I thought I'd change things a bit and share some lyrics...it's actually to the song I'm playing on my blog right now...it's by Jessica Andrews and you may recognize it from (I believe) the Prince of Egypt soundtrack. Though this is not a recent song...not even a spititual song (not that I think a song has to be sung by Christian artists to be spiritual to me) and (ACK!) a country tune to boot...I love the lyrics to this song...It reminds me of not just those people in my life who are there for me, but most of all My God who is always there for me...even when I seem to lose faith...even through the hard times He's always been there...and with all I have and with all I am I promise HIM all my life. Though I may screw things up, though I may stumble, though I may not make Him smile and let Him down...He's always there for me. Always listening, always holding me in His hand, always there. Hope these lyrics touch you the same way...

I Will Be There For You

When I lost faith

You believed in me

When I stumbled

You were right there

For every act of love you've done

I owe you one

There were hard times

I know I survived

Just because you stayed by my side

With all I have, with all I am

I promise you all my life

Whenever the road is too long

Whenever the wind is too strong

Wherever the journey may lead to

I will be there for you

I will be there for you

Through sorrow

Or the darkest night

When there's heartache

Deep down inside

Just like a prayer, you will be there

And I promise you all my life

Whenever the road is too long

Whenever the wind is too strong

Wherever the journey may lead to

I will be there for you

I will be there for you

Whenever the road is too long

Whenever the wind is too strong

Wherever the journey may lead to

I will be there for you

I will be there for you

I'll always be there

Hope your evening is a blessed one!

Happy 4th Birthday Colton!!!

Hard to believe that my little boy turned four today....Happy 4th Birthday Colton James Allen!!

Even though you are ornery as all get out...probably have given me more gray hairs than your brothers combined...even though you push the boundaries every second...I love you with all of my heart and soul...you are an amazing young boy and I'm proud to call you mine!

Hugs and kisses!

God blesses those who do His work...

I just have to say it for the thousandth time today....I am so proud of my son Austin!!!! Of course as most of you know we had Vacation Bible School this week. Well they had a challenge for the kids that the top three people who brought the most friends with them to Bible School would win a cool prize...and cool prizes they were this year...a 13" flat screen TV, a neat CD player and a water slide...well my Austin was pumped and determined to bring kids to Bible School so he started asking his friends in the neighborhood and his cousins. When he found out later in the week that he was "in the running" to win a prize...he worked even harder...calling kids from school (himself!) and asking them to Bible School...though ever person he called...all 13 of them were either not home or couldn't/wouldn't come. He was so discouraged. Then the only friend that he thought he had lined up to come the last day bailed on him at the last minute...he (and I) were a bit discouraged Friday, though he was pretty proud of the people he brought anyway. We pretty much thought there was no way that he would get a prize. Well this morning they announced the winners (who had to be present to win) and needless to say he did it...he won 3rd place!! I was so proud of him...they let the other two pick what prize they want and what was left was what Austin got...which is exactly what he wanted...can you guess what it was??? I am so thankful...so proud...so in awe that God blesses those who make an effort for His kingdom...God is so GOOD! I'm so happy for Austin and he's in seventh heaven right now.

We had Colton's b-day party Saturday...(yes it has been quite a weekend!!). Can you guess what the theme was??? Colton was so excited...he so loved the Cars movie...his bed currently is sporting Cars sheets & Comforter, he pretty much got most of the Cars things...he was so happy too. It's hard to believe that my little baby turns 4 tomorrow...where does the time go?? He's so stinkin' rotten (and cute...which is his saving grace let me tell ya)!

Well needless to say I skipped church tonight to play and rest with the boys since this past week was dedicated to VBS...I'm officially pooped! I should sleep good tonight!

Hope you all had a great weekend! Only 10 more days until school....not sure whether to be happy or sad...well later peeps!

Still busy...

Another night of VBS...I'm going to be shot by the end of the week. So here what has been happening as of late...

Phone call from my ex-Pastor's wife Rachel this morning...so nice to talk to her!

Watched Dawson's Creek ( I know....I'm so lame)

My boys were beasts this afternoon..we went outside to play...today was perfect...not too hot. Like I said in the last post...I can tell that they have finally had enough of each other...must be time for school ;-)

Had an awesome late lunch with my cool neighbors...chicken chipotle tortillas....so spicy, but oh so tasty!

VBS...cool crafts...bead necklaces and pails made out of plastic cups.

Came home to upload my Dare page onto the Two Peas In A Bucket Site. The Dares are having a contest called The Last Scrapper Standing...and though I wanted to do it I wasn't sure with VBS that I'd be able to pull it off, but I did (lost a bit of sleep maybe but got er done)...here it is: I thought it turned out pretty nice...I worked really hard on this one. I most love the message on the photo...go here to read the journaling. Not that I expect to win anything, but I just enjoy challenging myself.

Tonight...Project Runway! I don't watch much TV in the evenings anymore, but tonight is my night!

Colton's Birthday party is on Saturday...not even close to being ready for it...what was I thinking planning his party right after VBS?!?!? Can you believe that he's going to be 4 on Monday?!?!

Well tomorrow is another day...may have to watch my nieces tomorrow.

Hope all is going well in your neck of the woods...

VBS and other craziness...

Well this is VBS week for me and I tell ya it's CRAZINESS!!! I'm in charge of crafts this year instead of teaching a class and though it's been different...and a LOT more work, it's been FUN! The kids are great and they seem to like the crafts they create...which tickles me. It's a beautiful thing watching a child create...and enjoy doing it. The night goes pretty quickly getting four classes of kids through...so that's nice too. We are doing an island theme this year and the kids LOVE it! Really has them interested. Even if only 1 child finds Jesus it'll be worth it.

After doing crafts this year I began to think maybe I should have become an art teacher. Not that I think I'm that great at teaching, but I enjoy watching kids use their minds to create stuff. I guess that's why Austin (my oldest) tickles me so cause he is so craetive and loves art and crafts.

On other things...boys have 15 days until school...honestly after this week I'm ready...boys have been BEARS this week..pickin' on each other and just getting on each other's nerves...as well as Mommy's. But it saddens me too cause it means it's back to routines, early mornings, fights with homework and tears over school...not looking forwards to Brennan starting 2nd grade. At their school there really isn't a great 2nd grade teacher...I pray for him that this year goes fast and smoothly...Please keep him in your prayers too if you could...he's my sensitive one and I'm just praying that he makes it through with as few tears as possible.

That also means that Colton will be home alone with Mommy...only for a little while. I'll be watching the twins again 3 days a week beginning Sept 7th cause their Mommy is going back to school to be a teacher. So Colton will at least have someones to play with and I'll have a little extra $$ which is nice.

Well sorry for the long post...can you tell I had coffee tonight??? Have a great week folks!

Warning...May be TMI...

For some this post may be TMI (too much information) but for those who have been tracking my health...here goes...

Went to the doctor today...says that my urine is too neutral...thus the reason for the kidney infections. He want me to take 1000mg of Vitamin C twice a day and Cranberry tablets to make my urine more acidic...then I'll see him in a month and see how I'm doing. So...that's it...I know TMI...but I just praise God that it isn't something at this point much more serious, which is what I was worried about.

God has been so good to me...in more ways than I can say, and I feel like in so many ways that I've let Him down and that I don't deserve all that He gives me, but I am most grateful and thankful that He obviously loves me the way He does. God is good...all the time...all the time...God is good.

Thanks again for your thoughts and prayers...they mean so much.

On another note...we may be going to COSI tomorrow (it's a science museum)...they have a Star Wars exhibit going on right now and I think the boys will have a blast...on last summer hurrah before school starts...Hopefully plans work out that we can go.

Have a great day!

A Simple Post...

Just a simple post...a simple Bible verse...that speaks enormeous volumes...

Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God’s wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It’s wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life. (Phillipians 4:6–7 – The Message)

Enough said...

I'll praise you anyhow...

Yesterday I went to church...felt like I'd been away forever since I missed last Sunday...I went to the altar to pray...pray for my situation with my health...and one of our church elders whom I dearly love prayed with me...and I just laid my burdens on that altar...I finally told God...I know it's in your hands...whatever happens happens...You are in control and I'm trusting you. I don't know why I'm going through all this but you do...it's my prayer that You may heal me, but even if you don't Lord I'm still going to praise You anyway.

I thank God for my church family...without them I'd be lost. They've fed me, watched my kids and most of all prayed for me while I was sick. Praise God for them...

Doctor's appts. tomorrow and Thursday. God is in control...He knows the plan for me. I put myself in His hands. Thanks for your prayers for me...the strength it gives me blesses me more than you know.

Happy Monday to all!